Another non-beauty related post - BOO!

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

- My favourite Things, The sound of music

Things have been looking up for me lately I'm happy to say. I've finally gotten an job offer. The burden on my shoulders has started to melt off little by little, the guilt has slowly lifted as well.

Overall, I've been happier and I find myself grinning like an idiot by myself in my room. Talking to Elyn and finally telling E briefly about my problems (yes she noticed but as usual never asked but waited for me to tell) helped a lot. I'm thankful for my friends support at this point because I don't think I would have been able to handle this alone. Not that I didn't try but with friends, it made things much easier and less stressful.

Elyn, thanks for the talk that day. You always ease my burdens. I understand that it's E's turn to face her own problems and I wanted her to know I'll always stand by her.

Even if heaven was to turn against you, I'll stand by you till the end

I apologize if I unexpectedly and unintentionally added some burdens on your shoulders. If there is anyway for me to help you with yours, I would, please do let me know.

You're already blessed with many talents my love, you do not need another lesson from me (FYI I am still learning from my kid) , so I am going to skip that. all you need is to be reminded, you have the tendency to forget things easily and I often find you do not give yourself enough credits, stop beating yourself up.... have a kitkat take a break......and after that move your butt....go out live your life......

- To Ashley, SERENDIPITY

There are lots of people with potty mouth out there so it's nice to be reminded every once a while that we don't belong in the junk yard or have a lifetime membership for the 'Losers Club'.

That aside, my search for a hand phone intensify when I realize that I was having problem receiving signals and the complaints from friends is starting to overwhelm me. So it was off to Perangin Mall with Kern. Talk about bad luck, found out that the Nokia 5530 in white and pink is not avaliable in M'sia. Great! Thanks! I don't want the red and black because it reminded me of a certain someone's phone. Someone I nearly flipped a table at while playing Catan. The white and blue didn't appeal to me at all, so forget that.

The Hello Kitty phone I saw online and fell in love with was deemed 'unsuitable' for work which I agreed so that's scrap that too. Then there's the Nokia E71, a little out of budget for that one. ARGH. Sounds like it's back to the drawing board. I think it'll be cool to have a dictionary of purely vulgar words because I could really like to use it right about now.

My hair, finally got off my lazy ass and got my mom to dyed it for me again. Went off to chat online and promptly forgot about it. 20 minutes became 45 minutes. Pure panic. But it wasn't too bad I guess at least let me pretend it's fine.

It actually looks almost like my previous hair colour so there wasn't much changes. BOO! I was actually hoping it was lighter but I'm glad it wasn't.