Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things
When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad
- My favourite Things, The sound of music
Things have been looking up for me lately I'm happy to say. I've finally gotten an job offer. The burden on my shoulders has started to melt off little by little, the guilt has slowly lifted as well.
Overall, I've been happier and I find myself grinning like an idiot by myself in my room. Talking to Elyn and finally telling E briefly about my problems (yes she noticed but as usual never asked but waited for me to tell) helped a lot. I'm thankful for my friends support at this point because I don't think I would have been able to handle this alone. Not that I didn't try but with friends, it made things much easier and less stressful.
I apologize if I unexpectedly and unintentionally added some burdens on your shoulders. If there is anyway for me to help you with yours, I would, please do let me know.
There are lots of people with potty mouth out there so it's nice to be reminded every once a while that we don't belong in the junk yard or have a lifetime membership for the 'Losers Club'.
That aside, my search for a hand phone intensify when I realize that I was having problem receiving signals and the complaints from friends is starting to overwhelm me. So it was off to Perangin Mall with Kern. Talk about bad luck, found out that the Nokia 5530 in white and pink is not avaliable in M'sia. Great! Thanks! I don't want the red and black because it reminded me of a certain someone's phone. Someone I nearly flipped a table at while playing Catan. The white and blue didn't appeal to me at all, so forget that.
The Hello Kitty phone I saw online and fell in love with was deemed 'unsuitable' for work which I agreed so that's scrap that too. Then there's the Nokia E71, a little out of budget for that one. ARGH. Sounds like it's back to the drawing board. I think it'll be cool to have a dictionary of purely vulgar words because I could really like to use it right about now.
My hair, finally got off my lazy ass and got my mom to dyed it for me again. Went off to chat online and promptly forgot about it. 20 minutes became 45 minutes. Pure panic. But it wasn't too bad I guess at least let me pretend it's fine.