The end of one chapter and the start of a new one, with or without you preferably without

I woke up when my phone rang and got dressed in a hurry. Was to have lunch with a friend and she was coming 'now'. Rushed all about trying to find my T-shirt and wanted to grab my jeans when I remembered that wearing my jeans means I have to hop around my room trying to zip it. Takes too long and too much hassle. Wore a jeans skirt instead, slap on some BB cream and blusher + mascara and I'm out.

I sat there in the coffee shop in a daze. I saw some kind of 'leaflet' stuck between (what do you call the damn thing already) a small divider(?) It was for ice blended drinks on the front and flipping it back, I saw that the front and back had the same printing. Since I wasn't ordering it, I didn't bother. Halfway through my food, I saw the leaflet again and my first though was;

"Wow, the weather is so hot, even the drink in the picture has melted"

Just in case anyone's wondering what the hell are those light blue squares, the are suppose to be ice cubes

What kind of silly thought was that and how on earth I manage to even think of something that stupid is beyond me. I failed to realize that the picture I initially saw was for ice blended and the back was for ice drinks.

After realizing that, I had a good laugh at myself.

31st of July

Finally July is over. On the end of July, Mois has a Black and Gold event that we attended. We as in E, K, Sulin and sisters as well as Pinky Doodle Doo. I guess we were all excited about going but for me, I had an ulterior motive. Yes, yes, once in a while I have that. I knew a 'certain' someone was going to be there. I was initially planning on confronting him and demanding some answers from him but in the end when I saw him, I held back and decided to just enjoy the moment. Screw everything else and just have fun.

Left to right: Pinky Doodle Doo aka Celeste and I, she didn't bother with the dress code after all;
I LOVE balloon! But that was one hell of an unlucky balloon T.T caused me so much trouble!

Left to right: Everyone else in black and gold or mostly black :P
I had nothing gold except the necklace, BOO

After reading so many comments and sitting down thinking, I realize I am doing good. Thank you for everyone's concern. I'll survive after all we never really 'officially' went out anyway and it was indeed for a short period. And like TJ said, "Just take the good moments you had and move on."

That's exactly what I did. I still to this point of time, laugh at our silliness then and the fun we had. But I'm not going to go on and on about this anymore. This chapter has ended and I thank everyone for being with me and going through this low point of my life. Thanks for the comments, advises, concerns, love and everything else.

Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
Then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
And then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared
Don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride

- Just a ride, JEM